Isn't it funny how someone who was not in your life a year ago could leave you feeling nothing but their absence today? How the stars that were once in your eyes came from staring into his soul. But now he is distant. And your eyes, they're clouded with disagreement. You know he is not your all in all, for he is not THE one, nor the One that put the stars in the sky, but he helped you see constellations where you just saw ambient light. And even after all he taught you about your value and how much of your world you shared with him - he still can't love you the way you need him to. And I know that it stings, baby, I know that it hurts. When all you wanted was fireworks and universes colliding, but all you're left with is dust.

Dust because it's time to clean some space on your shelf again so you can add another boy who can't love you. Another boy who just can't stay. You're beginning to wonder if there is anyone out there who will see you, who will want you. Someone who will see your plutos and say "Yeah, I'm still in. You're still wonderful despite." But baby, believe me when I say that he is out there. I'm sure you can't hear me in this season of waiting where you let yourself hurt again and the walls of your heart are so paper thin, but you have to believe he is out there.

So dry your eyes and pick yourself back up. Honey, you are a universe. Full of the brightest stars and sparkling planets. All intricate, steady, and so full of might. So even on the days where you might want to disappear remember that you still have fire. Remember.

Cause sweetheart, you are a force of nature.